once again,its happen :(

hmm its happening again,currntly i hate myself,i hate my kind self,seriusly ! aku nie mcm sorang yg baek hatii sgt sgt sgt,bilaa org minx aku bg aku buat aku tolong.haih ! nie cerita pasal aku yg meminati satu gades inii,aku minat sgt dye,sgt sgt sgt minat,dan kalau bole nak mencintaii dye,aku cntct dye,aku textg dye dll.satu hari kawan aku jugak jatuh hatii dkat dye,kawan aku taktaw aku suka akan dye,kawan aku byk tanya pasal dye,then kawan aku minx no dye kat aku,aku nie type yg tak bole diminx tolong mesti nak bg or buat,so aku pon bagii la kat kawan aku nie,kawan aku pon textg dye,call mayb,aku tgk mcm kawan aku uhh dah mcm adaa harapan,sbb kbykan text kawan aku dye reply,so thats mean alot kalau dye reply textg lakii,seriusly ! then aku pon pikir,knapa aku bg dulu?even aku taw yg aku sukaa kan dye sgt sgt?WHAT THE HELL is wrong with me?i too kind thats whats wrong with me,and i hate my kindness,my face like a criminal but got a heart of a charity man.WTF ! currntly im so sad with my self ! and btw this thing have happen to me oncee,and its repeated again,hmmm.TAHNIAH amerr TAHNIAH kerana adaa HATI yg BAIKK sgt smpy tak pikir pasal diri sendiri !